Many of you know we delivered our daughter Hannah to Atlanta Dream Center to attend school for obtaining her education in ministry. My story will take you into many levels of witnessing the joys that come with difficulties as one follows the straight and narrow that leads to the THRONE through the blood of the lamb as a Mother, Mom, and yes a Mommy.
As we hugged goodbye and sobbed I knew it was right; my husband, Hannah and I were in the parking lot to her dorm. Through the tears I asked her if she wanted me to walk her up to her room to ease her pain, her reply was “no” along with responding, “I need to get used to it”. My heart broke and sank but I had a total peace simultaneously that generated a “GOD given” understanding.
Driving many miles from Michigan to Atlanta you’ll see GOD’S Beauty, HIS magnificence is mind-boggling with the mountains and layers of rock complied along the highway where man shaved his way to travel across the land to enable him to seek, know, relate to, have relationships, and so on with other human beings. Disregarding hardships, rebuking obstacles, hard work and being relentless only to get to the other side. The true depth of Christianity; for as you know it doesn’t come easy but yet the beauty and magnificence is reachable.
On the way down I was with a 18-year-old ready to inhale what GOD had for her on the other side of the mountains and yet, the day we said goodbye was the day I saw my child overwhelmed from all the anointing and the unknown colliding in her world. As a “Christian Mom” I knew it was the beginning of me feeling lost, empty, within my praises to HIM; I’m still a Mommy and she’s my Cherub. GOD kept on saying, “I know, I really know those tears”, it was so clear deep within my spirit-man. Oh how HIS heart must have broken over losing HIS SON in the name of ministry. And yes, the reachable other side was full of beauty and magnificence. And for that I praise HIM. Love to All~
Judi Arg 